永远的怀念(转)2
李宝祥 于2016-11-06 13:37:07发表
那天我又独自坐在屋里,看着窗外的树叶唰唰啦啦地飘落。母亲进来了,挡住窗前:“北海的菊花开了,我推着你去看看吧。”她憔悴的脸上现出央求般的神色。“好吧,就明天。”我说。她高兴得一会儿坐下,一会站起:“那就赶紧准备准备。”
One day I was alone in the room, watching the rustling fall of autumn leaves through thewindow when Mother came in. She stood between me and the window and said,“Thechrysanthemums in Beihai are blossoming. Do let me take you there for a visit.” Her sad eyes inher haggard face silently implored me.
“什么时候?”“你要是愿意,就明天?”她说。我的回答已经让她喜出望外了。
“When?” I asked.“Tomorrow, if it suits you,” she replied,pleasantly surprised at my interest.“Okay, tomorrow then,” I agreed. She was so delighted thatshe did not know whether to sit or to stand.“Let’s get ready right now,” she suggested
“哎呀,烦不烦?几步路,有什么好准备的!”她也笑了,坐在我身边,絮絮叨叨地说着:“看完菊花,咱们就去‘仿膳’,你小时候最爱吃那儿的豌豆黄儿。
“Oh,what a bore! Do we need to get ready for a park just a few steps away?”I said. She burst outlaughing herself, sat down beside me and murmured,“After we’ve seen the chrysanthemums,we’ll dine at Fang Shan Restaurant. You used to love their puree of peas best when you were alittle boy.
还记得那回我带你去北海吗?你偏说那杨树花是毛毛虫,跑着,一脚踩扁一个……”
Still remember our last tour to Beihai? You insisted that the poplar flowers be wormsand ran to stamp on them one by one…”
她忽然不说了。对于“跑”和“踩”一类的字眼儿,她比我还敏感。她又悄悄地出去了。 Here she broke off abruptly, more sensitive towords like “run” than I ever was. She went out again gently.
她出去了,就再也没有回来。
Yes, she went out, never to come back.
邻居们把她抬上车时,她还在大口大口地吐着鲜血。我没想到她已经病成那样。看着三轮车远去,她绝没有想到那竟是永远的诀别。
When the neighbors carried her onto the tricycle flatcart, she was still vomiting mouthfuls ofblood. I had never thought she could have been so seriously ill. Watching the three-wheeler go,I had not expected it would be her departure to eternity.
邻居的小伙子背着我去看她的时候,她正艰难地呼吸着,像她那一生艰难的生活。别人告诉我,她昏迷前的最后一句话是:“我那个有病的儿子和我那个还未成年的女儿……”
The young man next door carried me on his back to the hospital to see her. She was gaspingher last, in just the same way as she had lived her entire hard life. I was told later that her lastwo